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[	Current Music	|	JaCkSoN 5!	]

i just wanted to say that...

today, i caught 9 fish!!!! 2 were big ass baSs!! haha..this is what i do here.. ; )

and i also did the thing where u put the worm on the hook! WOO HO!! that was NAS-TAY! and i unhooked the fish and set him FREE!! :)

leave me some comments...please!

im very bored   :D

[	Current Mood	|	ima lazy bum today..	]
[	Current Music	|	hahaha! my crazy aunt singing in the shower to oldies...	]

my cold is getting better!! lol...well yesterday was probably my most exciting day so far...lol...i went fishing! haha! i cought 1 fish..and my sister caught like 10..then later, me and my mom went kyaking!(sp??) that was fun! it was F'ing cold tho! we had to walk the kyak out til it wasnt shallow and OMG i thought i got frost bite! then came in, had a YUMMy dinner, and one of my grandma's friends came over that lives down the street! omg shes such a cutie! i love old people..lol..and then later we had a bonfire and made s'mores..

ok, gues what i did this morning!? i woke up at 7:45! (cuz i had a bad dream..hah) and then i went for a run...in shorts and a long sleeve shirt. that was really stupid. i figured it wouldnt be too bad once i started running but SHIT it was cold! i ran like 2 miles i think. just like at home, there were creepy construction guys! haha...but yeah, while i was running, someone came to visit me...MR. TOM! dun dun dun..that sucked...lol...

goin outside yo..

xo!!

[	Current Mood	|	cold	]
[	Current Music	|	no music..me sniffling...	]

helloooooo!

i just got to michigan this morning at 5 am!! we left yesterday at 6:30 in the morning and drove straight through, making a LOT of stops to go potty, and eat, and like every 2 hours we had to stop to let the dog go to the bathroom. but the dog, maggie, barfed in the car and pissed..so yeah..that was nice..haha..dude that dog is soo hyper and hard to control!! but yeah, it is FREEZING up here! everyone that lives here thinks its not that bad. my uncle is in a short sleeve shirt and shorts and im in sweat pants, my LBRA jacket and socks and uggs(those boot things) haha and i feel like a loser! i think im getting sick already. i have the sniffles and my throat hurts..UH OH. but it probably will go away. its so nice here, to take a break from everything at home, the weather, school, just everything! but i had to bring my homework with me. i have homework in EVERY class..HOW GaAaY! and since i am missing a lot of crew, im going to try to work out and definatley try to run everyday ; ) or rollerblade..and my grandparents neighbors have 2 kiakak's(sp?) and i gona see if they will let me use one! the water is soooo sooo cold tho. ow ow! there are these boats out on the lake, i guess the people are duck hunters, and they decorate their boat like with branches and stuff to desguise their boats and they will be out on the lake all day, and when ducks come near they shoot them! ahh! we can hear gun shots going off...its really sad. dude, talk about having no life?! lol but yeah, today i think we are just gona chill..and maybe go fishing!? lol i love to fish! and then tomorrow or some day go into town, and go shopping, and go to this place where they have a huge slide, and bumber cars, and go-carts and all kinds of fun stuff like that.

i kinda already miss my friends...lol aww..last night sam and david and who ever else went to halloween horror nights! i wana go soo bad! but i duno when i would go..oowell..

so when i get back, it will be saturday then sunday im going out to breakfast with briana cuz she will have her license when i get home! yay!! :)!! and then monday back to school..its spirit week!! awwwwwwwesome! then friday, homecoming game! then saturday....HOMECOMING!! im super excited. then the weekend after that-tennessee! speaking of tennessee, we drove throught tennessee on the way here, and i saw the lake we are racing on!! that was coolness!!

but yeah, im gona go back down stairs..

ill write later aligators!

xoxo

[	Current Mood	|	uncomfortable	]
[	Current Music	|	JaY-z-"get that dirt off ur shoulders"....	]

god im such a bitch sometimes..
i screwed up..im soo sorry. i didnt mean to leave you hanging, some other things got in the way, and they shouldn't have.

please don't hate me, not after 6 years...

[	Current Mood	|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	|	get ur eagle on GURL! -NeLLy..	]

pretty good day!

had practice from 7-10, which DEFINATLEY was better then i thought it would be. i was bow in the JV, which i liked. i dont like being 7 too much, it makes me nervous and think im doing everything wrong and i dont like that.lol. so bow was alright! we had an A-W-E-S-O-M-E row!! oh man! the blisters hurt like a bitch, but thats alright! we did 3 race peices, we won the first, I THINK?, and the lost the second(hehe) and then were tied with the V8 and then did like a 20 or 30 stroke race thing..SHIT that was hard! i really liked crew today!! :)

there was no car wash, so i came home, showered, then went to perkins with the parents! MmMm best pancakes EVERRR! then my parents dropped me off at heathers and we went to the millenia mall to look for a homecoming dress, which i did NOT think would be as hard as it was! we were at the millenia mall for like 4 hours, went in like every store possible and NO LUCK! so then we went to florida mall, and like ran in-and-out of every damn store. we were really having NO luck, it sucked! then the 2nd to last store heather found a dress! and i thought i was going to be screwed but the LAST STORE and LAST DRESS i tried on was the winner! :) im not crazy about the dress, but i LIKE IT! yay i am sooooo excited for homecoming..ow ow! i think im gona get my hair done, but i have NO idea what to do?! o well..ill figure something out..

wow im EXHAUSTED!

bed time..

[	Current Mood	|	cheerful	]
[	Current Music	|	snoop dogg- drop it like its hot!...haha	]

wud up yo?!

TODAY was a gooood day! hell ya it was...

well to start off my day, i got bitched at by the parents this morning...that started it out shitty...BUT then it got better! 1st hour...not to bad today, pretty easy schmeasy! ;) 2nd hour-latin=test..BIG test! o snap i think i actually did PRETTY good on that! YESS! 3rd hr-earlychildhood..more HIGHLIGHTING!! lol we highlight stuff like every gosh darn day! it sad tho, we are talking about like child abuse and stuff like that...

oh joy..then i found out that i got some more shit written on my locker..haha..i find it funny now..its like a locker-drawing bad stuff on-war..(wow, if that made sense)...jarrod always draws some gay stuff on my locker. so now i have on my locker: a penis, a CREW boat, and apparentley im a titty fucker, and i lick balls??? yeah.....suree.....wtf?! lol..but me, jena, and briana, got that booger back! and drew on his locker...MUAHHAHAHA!

then LUNCH...OH HOW I LOOOVE LUNCH! :)  :)

i actually ate something today that wasnt from the vending machine! i got nuggets..it was all they had! they were OK..kinda smelled FuNkY...

THEN after lunch, i saw _ _ _ _! awww...yay...and i TALKED TO HIM! :)!!!! i was smiling a lot..hehehahahahehe WOW ne ways...

4th hour, geometry, i think im understanding this stuff a lil more. me and kristin stayed after school to get some EXTRA HELP...test tomorrow..gosh i NEED a good or DECENT grade! ahh! and briana stayed too cuz her mommy said she would bring us home..aww! briana cares about my grades and wants me to do good..thanks hunny bunny..haha..

alritey, so then  i had an F'ing physical..NO FUN! my physicals are like worse then anyone elses cuz my doctor does something that apparently no one else's doctor does...so that sucks.lol.. and i had to miss yoga with the CREW girls at school! aw damn it that sucks! and now im sitting here doing this, while they are having a blast and doing yoga! :(  o-well..there will be a next time! :)

guess what time it is?!?

yeah it is 5:20, but its ALSO homework time!! woooo HOOOO! ahahha

i <3 u

[	Current Mood	|	hungry	]
[	Current Music	|	my dad snoring....zZzZz...	]

how-de!

today my power went out at like 11ish..it sucked! so sam came over after our power went out and we went on our rollerblades, got a sheet, and it freakin pulled us down the street! it didnt work that well at first, but then it worked later, and OH MAN it was awessssome! then later briana came over, and we did the whole sheet thing. we went down by sams house and it worked super good! ( i think i have a cold now, cuz it was raining, and i got SOAKEDD!) then briana had to leave not long after. then me and sam attempted to go on eden park road and try it, but the wind was weird, and it didnt work! haha then we went inside, NOTHING TO DO, so we made up a game..u get soda cans and line them up like in bowling, then u get a ball, u have to kick it, and knock them down! its fun...until you start breaking things..hah..then later on the billiots came over, they didnt have power either! hehahaha..we drove around country creek and we saw this one house that their tree fell on their house, it like came completely through the house! its crushed..u can like see into the house its so bad.

yeah, ur probably wondering how im on the computer, if i DONT have power..
well im at my grandparents house, which are not living here right now. they are in michigan. dude this place is freaking me out! since no1 has lived here in like 6 months, there are all kinda of spider webs and creepy crawlers!!! ew im scared to fall asleep! i think i got some bug bites from here..ahhh! lol

[	Current Mood	|	irritated	]
[	Current Music	|	--YELLOWCARD--"empty appartment"	]

alrite, WHO IS BORED?! ME!!

hurricanes suck! every damn one of them has been the same..nothing worse. the news people seem to make it much worse then they happen to be. but at least we dont have school on monday! more time to do my homework!!...bad part of it, is that we will probably be making it up! poopie!another bad thing about hurricanes is that i always get really irratable and pissy. actually, my whole family does! my dad is being an A'hole right now...and my mom i think is PMSing!

ok so yeah, there is a freaky FREAKY animal or something outside my window right now! ahh its scarring me..it sounds like the ailen noises from the movie SIGNS. haha.

i wana have a partayyyy! :)......ok so fall break is in 2 weeks! im going to MICHIGAN..which is awesome!...but then again it sucks really bad! brianas birthday is during fall break and shes gona have her LICENSE!! ahh! and i know im going to miss alot if i go...BUT i wana have a party or something to celebrate briana's 16th! :) party it up?! haha.. but i know that michigan is going to be super fun too. i will get to see all of my family that lives there, that i havent seen in like 2, almost 3years!! and my grandparents have a cottage thing there, so that should be fun...OH! and then the weekend after fall break is HOMECOMING!! AHH! YAY!! :) 27 days...hahaha

well i am going to do my homework, so i can DO SOMETHING!

later aligators...

[	Current Mood	|	lazy	]
[	Current Music	|	o shit, i just heard my shower curtain fall...!	]

ANOTHER hurricane?!

arent these getting old.....?!

well NO SCHOOL! thats nice..

but gota make it up :(

[	Current Mood	|	bouncy	]
[	Current Music	|	"my goodies, my goodies, my goodies, NOT MY goodies!"	]

32 days til homecoming! ;)

ok NO CREW TODAY! which, means PROCRASTONATING! ahh..wow i LOVE tuesdays tho..break from crew! :) but i take FOREVER to do homework..NO JOKE!
school was..eh, ok. i saw _ _ _ _ 3 times today..hehe..i like him more now...aw hes so cute..ok wow im a DORKKKK... ne ways!...
first hour in english, we watched this freaky, really weird, movie! omg it was so weeiiiiiiirddddddd!! they were like worshiping the devil and there was really bad acting, but it was pretty funny.
second hr,in latin, we got our seats changed around, and of course, being the bitch my teacher is, she moved me and ashley as far away from eachother possible! uh it sucks..now i sit behind this annoying, thinks-shes-such-a-cool-kid, smart girl! it isnt fun..
today i stayed after school for geometry help with kristin and briana came too..lol..im hella glad i stayed after tho!
dude, i like the weather lately! its like windy and stuff! its niccccce for a change!;)....
this weekend im getting some new pants and stuff because im gaining quite SOME WEIGHT lately..lol..im glad im kinda glad im gaining weight tho. maybe my boobs will start growing ANY DAY NOW!!! hahaha
gosh i CANT DO HOMEWORK! im sooo distracted!
all ive done is eat, go on computer, dance(muah hahaha), and do a LIL hw..

ok, im determinded to go do hw..
later aligators!

[	Current Mood	|	bored	]
[	Current Music	|	"YEAH"-usher,ludacris,lil jon	]

mannn...2nite turned out gay...i always dont feel good after practice if i dont take a nap..WTF!? i feel bad, i didnt do ne thing with lizzy..WE WILL SOON THO! ;) i took a nap today, and when i woke up i felt like shit, sore, CRAMPS(oooh jeez),headache. i had some toast and tea, i feel a lil better but still tired..i think im gona go to sleep again..ZzZz

<3 i miss fucking AMY BERMAN!! :)

<3 we ARE hanging out SOON!.......

p.S.-DiRrTy DaNciNg(havana nights) is my NEW FAVORITE MOVIE biotch!....do you agree?!!

[	Current Mood	|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	|	love makes the world go round-ASHLEE SIMPSON	]

alrite....

OK so crew is better..ya kno, thats gooD! we rowed today and it was pretty good..i was on the JV boat i think? and i WAS 7 seat, which i DID NOT want cuz i didnt feel comfortable rowing that seat, cuz im usually like 3 seat..haha..and eventually i got moved cuz matt said he thought he needed someone at 7 who "feels more comfortable".,which i agree! lol i got some MAJORS blisters that hurt like a bitch! Then after crew i came home, took a shower, got back into my PJs and was going to lay down til my mom came in saying my aunt was getting a dog!! :) she just put her other dog to sleep like 3weeks ago, it was really sad, but im happy for her now. so me and my mom went to the pound to see the dog, now named "bella" i think...and its cute! i dont like the pound that much, its so depressing. i seriously wanted to cry, its so sad seeing the dogs all dirty and sad and stuff..aww there was this one dog there, he was albino AND he was deaf..aww it was so sad..neways, after that we went to the FLEA MARKET cuz it was right there and ive never been there. it was pretty different, i was kinda creeped out by all the freaky mexicans, it was kinda a cool place tho! i got a YELLOW cell fone cover for like 6 dollars or 7?...but yeah i thought that was a pretty good deal! ;) and then we went to lunch..i feel very stuffed! then i talked to lizzy and we wana do something DIFFERENT tonight..like city walk..or something really fun! but we probably will end up getting people and go to the movies or someones house..who knows?! and i talked to SaM and shes bored..so sam mite come along with us, whatever we do. OK dude, im so tired, and ive been having cramps, and NOW I KNOW WHY!! :)

well now im finally gona go take a napp...gosh i hope! lol bye bye

HOMECOMING-35days!! WOOOOOOT!!!

[	Current Mood	|	im a happy camper!!...for now.	]
[	Current Music	|	xL106.7- that "SUNSHINE" song..duno who sings it??	]

4k's yesterday!! yucky yucky yucky!!! i hate those god damn things. i was kinda unhappy while doing it, so yeah that DIDNT help..!! crew..what can i say..im so confused with it. ive come so close to quitting, then when im about to make my decision, i have fun with my friends WHILE working out..i realized that i would miss CREW toooo much and what i would REALLY miss is my friends and being able to see them everyday and talk to them about ANYTHING(lol seriously..anything! haha), and if i quit, im afarid it wouldnt be the same. they wouldnt have that much time for me anymore because they would be soo busy with crew, homework, what not. so for now, im soooo sticking with it.

BOYS BOYS BOYS..gosh they are just so damn HOT! ow ow! ;) haha but u can never have them..ok well at least I cant..hahaha
but i do like *someone* who i have tried not to like, but i REALLY do!! hehe

anyways..
i FUCKING HATE school with a HUGE-ENORMOUS passion! OMG i suck at school..NO FREAKING JOKE. im getting a TON of homework EVERY night! its soo crazy! and its mostly in english! ew i dont like that teacher! shes a weirdo..today she was dressed in some "dress" that looked like a huge T-shirt or something, and you could see her slip underneath..it was hanging out..UM TACKY?! yeahh!haha NEWAYS!

k back to my homework!

NO CREW TODAY! its a great thing..! :)

i miss kaelin, ashley, alyse, and lola.... : (

38 days til HOMECOMING! whos excited...I AM!

<3YOU!! ;)

[	Current Mood	|	sore	]
[	Current Music	|	ryan cabrerra!!..on the way down	]

hiya!
so last week was only 2 days..which was pretty COOL! thursday wasnt a great day, cuz i felt like shit, but it was OK besides that. Friday was a GOOOD day tho! except for the fact that we go progress reports..sigh..i didnt do to great. well ya after school i went to tijuana flats and i had a chicken casedia(spelt that wrong!) and 2 burritos! yeah..you can only imagine, i was very gassy that night! haha..after that i went with jena and heather to BeALLs, hehehe, and i got a thong for only $2.00!! woot!! and then we went to POPs italian ice and i got cotton candy italian ice, and it was GROOSE! so heather asked the guy if she could switch it..hehe..then i got mango! MmMm!! that was gooood! and then i came home and decorated the house a lil bit for my moms b-day before she came home from work.

then saturday i had practice from 7-10(ewww) and i only got like 5 hours of sleep friday night, so i was very tired. practice sucked reallllly bad! no joke. sometimes i really wonder why i still do crew, i feel like its maybe not for me anymore..but i still love it even if im not that good at it anymore..its so weird..its like a hate/love kinda thing. but ne ways..after that i came home and i was supose2 do a bunch of chores, but i was EXHAUSTED so i only did like one thing, and just watched tv and stuff..then i took a lil nap and at like 6 i went out to dinner in winter park at brio's for my moms bday with my mom, dad, natalie, aunt mary, melodie, and chloe. it was pretty fun!..i got some text messages from a special person :)  :) !!!hehe..and then heather called me and asked if i was still in winter park cuz she was there with jena and lizzy shopping around, and so i walked like 3 stores down from brio's and i saw them!! we hung out and walked around for like an hour, then i had to leave and so did they..FUN NIGHT! then we came home and my mom opened presents and what nOT! and i was up til like 1:30 talking to *special person* and angela on the internet..hehe..

and now im getting ready to go to target with my mom to get hair dye cuz its DEF time to re-dye my hair! lol..
peace out homies!..

[	Current Mood	|	procrastonating...	]
[	Current Music	|	linkin' park-"breaking the habbits"	]

WOW i have had all day to do my homework, and now its 5:48 in the afternoon and im still not done! omg i swear, im the biggest procrastonator..

what ive done to NOT do my homework..hehe..

-woke up, said "ooh i just woke up, ill do it in a little bit."

-laid back down, watched tv.

-came on the internet, people started talking...so i put homework off JUST for a little longer..

-watched ROOM RAIDERS and thought, after this episode im starting my homework, but guess what, it was a marathon or something so there were like 6 shows on!! ahh

-briana came over and showed me her homecoming dress...its pretty

-then i actually started, and i did my vocab! woo hoo! still have like 4 more hours of homework left...

-started trying on some of my old dresses from: amy's moms wedding, amy's bat-mitzvah, crew banquet

-and now im sitting here, in my crew banquet dress thinking, GEE i should start my homework now..

gosh im a dork... :)

well maybe i should go start my F-ing homework..

school tomorrow.. :(